An unexecuted courtship :

I stumble upon one of those nights,
Under the incandescent starry skies,
A bouquet,
Some champagne,
A company of two,
And
Our favorite winter song…
There was always a sense of dubiety,
How can be everything so quintessential,
The fantasy I had always envisioned,
Was affectionately surreal…
Inconclusive to what I was heading towards,
I’d still look back with the same warmth and passion,
But who knew what was inscribed,
It started with a bloom and ended on a good bye…
Promises changed into returning favours,
Once known as lovers, turned into long lost haters.

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FROM FICTION TO REALITY !

Why do we plan an ending to the stories we pen or mostly are a part of?  Sometimes they are dejected and sometimes they turn out to be gleeful. It surely satisfies our inner writer, but what about the stories we are a part of? An obvious concept of happy ending would please us.

But to my disagreement, mostly the writers are shallow and pessimistic, they’d show what is unreal and depressing.

Now coming back to our own story!

We met unusually at a coffee shop, sharing an intense eye contact and ecstatic time. To my surprise, he greeted me with flowers and I couldn’t be happier. He wasn’t any less than a gentleman and I was totally awestruck with him on our first meet, yet I kept my imaginations low.
Daily meets and spending quality time for hours, it became a habit for both of us to see each other, though we knew that he was leaving in a couple of days. We could’ve stopped there, could’ve never seen each other thinking that he will leave and this might not even stand any value in our lives further, but did we give up? No!
All of those magical moments were to be kept unscathed, inside, till we confessed it to each other on the last day, that what we really feel for each other. There was a chill running down my spine and that moment was surreal.
And there he was, leaving, to which I never knew if we would ever meet again or not.
But was that an end to everything? I think not. That meeting was still very unsatisfactory to me, it didn’t make me feel content, not because he was leaving; maybe it was just a halt to something which is planned further.

Now, what would you call me? An overly optimistic writer? Or someone who’s lovestruck and can’t see the other side of the coin.

I believe, until you don’t feel complacent about something, never stop aiming for it. There will always be a solution, and it doesn’t have to be an ending.

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The fleeting affair !

There was lie on her lips
And, sorrow in her eyes,
Her heart was filled,
While her hands trembled as it is..
Bidding goodbye was never her thing,

Though, she stood and ceased,
For all this time she knew,
Was just a tease…
She loathed on how he departed,
Such was her passion, for him…
There was a firestorm inside her, but, calm on her face…

Living on an idea about destiny,
Was just not righteous,
For she was aware, that she’d get astray,
Life has been a bit tough on her,
She just thought of it as love,
Not deceived but, yet not assured.. !

Gleaming Citylights !

In this havoc, I’ve found my peace,
Rolling and ripping until I reach..
The idea is to grab everything
And leave, what all I’ve earned
And what all I have weaved..

These city lights amuse me,
To a level where I can’t resist,
The bounds we thought of as forever,
Have left a mark of unsatisfaction in each…

The more I push myself in,
It blows me off,
to an extent where I think I have lost all,
This thing drives me crazy,
My loyal wine ain’t that ardent anymore…
The roads I thought of traveling has closed all the doors.

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Dubious Encounters !

There are times when we want to stay aloof of everything and everyone, possible; but does it ease out our complexities at all? Falling in love and coming out of it is one of the most common intricacy. We are always successful in finding ‘The One’, we think is best for us, that one who is always by our side and the only one we want to see or communicate with, most of the times. But ever wondered why does it fade away eventually? Well, it is not always about things getting mundane or you finding other people more captivating.

There is a term I usually use is, ‘Mental Stability’, to make people understand that what do I want from any kind of companionship, they are looking forward to indulge in with me; and by that I do incur the same responsibilities. For, even if you shout it on the face of the lover, and they still think, the ego is colossal, then there is no way you are coming out of it uncomplicatedly, because you are already smitten and helpless.

‘Falling in a pit of flowers is easier than coming out of the mud puddle, later.’
Never to forget :

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Amen !

SOLITUDE !

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Today we are together..
What makes us sure of tomorrow?
Hand in hand we walk…
Are you sure it can take away all our sorrows..?
This moment is ours…
What if I walk out… Will you follow?

“What makes us sure of tomorrow?”

The rising stars in the dark blue sky..
We dream beyond alleys of brookland high !
Giving life a new meaning,
We think..
What makes us sure of the moment we aren’t aware of?
The sudden husk in your voice..
And mine,
There isn’t anymore relief in the sigh !

To this we stop thinking,
We cover ourselves with the hope and keep on drinking…
That night we made love…
That night we enjoyed our own solitude !     
  

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THE UNCONDITIONAL COMPANIONSHIP..!

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Note To Friendship, From a friend for a friend !
Isn’t it the best feeling of having someone near you to support you in every wrong you do, to make them right, to tell you where you need to improve and to make you stronger than ever. Who doesn’t feel like having a ‘Friend’ ? Ofcourse everyone wants their enemies to be closer but their best friends to ne the closest. And why just a best friend ? Have as many as you can, make them all your closest so that you don’t need those enemies to be closer but just a loser.

The unconditional friendship/companionship needs everything to be put in to make a stronger bond. It takes your patience, your time, your wicked mind – and that’s how we become the same kind. They will take all your shit for hours, will listen to your break – up story for like hundred times and still would be like, “honey you gotta be strong, that person was a jerk and you are above that all, I am with you.” The ultimate relief of listening “I am with you” from a friend is like finding oasis in desert. When you are completely broken, hopeless and ungreatful towards life, they are the ones to make you smile. They are the friends you have, the ones you share your secrets with, the ones you feel safe with and the ones you would wanna go crazy all because they don’t judge you.

Friends are for life, the best thing you can do to yourself is making someone your closest companion and laughing your ass off with them as much as you want. They will teach you to be mature and they’ll pull your leg while you try to be one.

Gladly, I have got a whole bunch of craziness packed in all of them.
I love my friends,
Till the end.

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